Posted by: Kathryn | August 22, 2009

New idea time… I am soooo frustrating!

Well, I have lost interest in The Fox and Fell and I am now working on a new idea. There is absolutely no way that I can weave the new story into the FF cycle, and so I am now working on another new project. This is amazingly exciting (I love having a new idea) but also incredibly frustrating.

When am I going to stick at one idea to completion? Of course, I can come back to something, but I am annoyed with myself for jumping around between projects.

Posted by: Kathryn | July 23, 2009

No time… no time

I have done nothing for the longest time. I haven’t even had any chance to think about anything. This really frustrates me, but my day job is so time-, energy- and thought-consuming that by the end of the day I can barely think about the English language, let alone writing anything.

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Posted by: Kathryn | May 31, 2009

A Kick in the Arse

I went for a cuppa at my best friend’s house today, and she had read my short story in the Seoul Writer’s anthology, Every Second Sunday. I’d given it to her a few weeks ago and it was so nice that she had read it.
Her comments were that she’d liked the story, and that she wanted to read more. This was incredibly gratifying as I don’t think she has ever read anything I’d written before. It’s also spurred me on a little to keep going with the Fox and Fell cycle.

Posted by: Kathryn | May 30, 2009

Totally Unproductive

Since returning to the UK, I have found myself to be completely unproductive. This is partially to do with getting a job, finding a flat, and organizing a wedding, but also to do with inertia.

I have got out of the habit of writing, even a few words a day. It really doesn’t help that the industry I’m in requires you to be switched on all day, not allowing any time for your mind to drift.

Also, I am stalled on all of the things I am working on at the moment – my short story cycle: ‘The Fox and Fell’ and the fantasy novel: untitled. For the novel I know what’s happening next, but I haven’t got the energy to get into it. I did receive a plot point in a dream, which was a bit of luck…

Once the wedding is over I will start at least blogging regularly.

Posted by: Kathryn | April 19, 2009

On Actually Writing

Over the last few weeks I have been relatively productive. I have been working on a project which I thought was only for fun, but at the moment it really is the only thing I have an interest in. This means that I have to do a mental turn and perhaps consider that I will have a different writing career than I expected.

That’s all…

Posted by: Kathryn | December 19, 2008

Research Time (I think)

Please forgive any mistakes, I am in a PC room and so am paying for every second I am on this computer! The keyboard is also clunky and seems to miss out words!

I’ve come to the conclusion that I need to do some research before getting stuck into the short story project I’m beginning. This could of course be a deeply layered procrastination exercise that I have convinced myself of because of my fear of failure at this project. This project has the potential to be good, and I want it to be, and so I am convincing myself that I can’t do it yet  in order to avoid the moment when I look at the words on the page and discover that  they do not meet my mental vision of what this project should be.

I have a new story idea ticking over in my brain, which I need to get down on the page before I talk myself out of it. This part of the story does not require research (or at least it can be done on wikipedia) but yet I am procrastinating. This is my main failing as a writer, and will always continue to be. Until I have a deal and a deadline, I have very little to drive me forward. I know many writers are in the same boat, but it is one of the only things that actually gets me down about my writing – the fact that I just don’t seem to do it!

I have finished rambling for now, and have perhaps even talked myself into doing something. It’s a shame I have to go and buy train/boat tickets now! And Christmas shopping…

Posted by: Kathryn | December 8, 2008

Writers’ Rooms

I have been procrastinating this morning. I actually have my writing program open on the computer, but I have not yet written a word. I have the final third of a short story to rough draft, and because I know what’s going to happen I’ve been putting it off! Must get to it soon as we workshop on Sunday and I want to have something to submit.

So, instead of writing I was looking at the internet (shocker). This story was posted on the BBC website and is fascinating.

It is a photographic series about the studies that writers work in. Very interesting! I am inspired to do a non-writerly exercise – which is a really really bad idea as while I have time I should use it to write with…

Here is a picture of my ‘writing desk’ which is actually in my living room. We do have a ’study’ in our apartment, with a perfectly good desk, but it is now covered in clean washing that we have yet to put away.

Kathryn's 'desk'

Posted by: Kathryn | December 1, 2008

Post-Nano Blues… or Celebration

Nano

For the last four weeks, when I have got home from work at around eight o clock at night, I have been filled with a feeling of something like dread (guilt perhaps) that I really should eat dinner quickly, grab the laptop, and head out to one of the write-ins that I knew were going on only five minutes away. I also knew that when I got there and started word warring everything would be great, but every night I was exhausted, and absolutely not in the mood.

Last night I got home, tired as always, and as I typed in the key code for the building I realized, with a dash of complete joy, that I didn’t have to turn around and go out again. Because Nano is finished!

Don’t get me wrong, I went into Nano completely excited, and when I was actually writing I felt that same joy (most of the time) but the guilt of not writing – the same guilt that leads me to this blog when I am procrastinating on a piece, was intensified because of the short time frame. Now Nano is finished, I feel as if I have got my life back again. For the most part.

Anthology

This Saturday is the launch party of the Seoul Writers Anthology, and promoting the book is still taking up a lot of time (though admittedly not as much as editing it, plus doing Nano!) I’m very proud of what we’ve achieved, and I hope the other writers are as well.

http://everysecondsunday.wordpress.com/

What’s Next?

I’m slowly mentally mapping out a short story for my next writing project. We have a workshop in two weeks, so I’m hoping to get it done by then. It’s part of a short-story-cycle I have in mind, which I’m already feeling very daunted about.

Posted by: Kathryn | November 1, 2008

Nanowrimo has begun!

I’m exhausted already. That’s all I have to say right now.

Posted by: Kathryn | October 23, 2008

Double Double, Toil and Trouble!

Autumn has finally hit Seoul with rain, and the posters for the Hallowe’en parties have been up for a week or so now. We’re getting closer to Nano!

One of my other SeoulWrimos is taking the plunge with me. Together we are heading to the 100,000 word mark. In the initial excitement, I was thinking ‘this is a great idea!’ Now I’ve made my decision, I’m totally freaking out and wondering what I’ve got myself into. 50,000 is difficult enough.

The good thing about doing the double is that if I don’t hit the target, I’m at least going to get to 50,000 on one of them.

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